….is how I feel. Blah. I am feeling so dang down…. I know I should be hard at work, hustling around here to get the house done up – but I look at the mess, feel overwhelmed, and sink back down into that mire of feeling sorry for myself. Curse that husband for leaving me to do all the work! LOL – Just kidding!! I know he didn’t plan it that way…. it’s just worked out might-eee convenient for him, didn’t it?! He is out looking at apartments today. I’d much rather be doing that! I know, poor pitiful me, eh? Then there is my insanity of getting distracted and doing stuff that might be important, eventually, but totally far down the list of what I need to get down now…. like, my Christmas stuff is still up, and the whole house is chaos and mess…. but you know what I did today? I went and bought some cool little mesh metal baskets (I have this delusion that if I own enough organizational items, I will become organized!) and I have put all the teas in one, coffee and cocoa in another, and I am going to use the third for baking goods. (Like, chocolate chips, nuts, marshmallows…) Oh! And my ‘junk drawer’ is looking so neat and tidy! It’s awesome! So, if a potential buyer comes in the house, they’ll have to step over the laundry and pile after pile of paperwork, sneezing from the dust, but they are gonna say "Hey! This house has a wonderfully organinzed pantry!" ‘Cause that’s what people notice first, right??! Geeezzz. You know what I got on the computer for? To make little labels for those tea/coffee/baking bins. I am not kidding. I need help. Psychiatric help.