I want some coffee and I want it now!!! Sigh. That’s not gonna happen for awhile. So far I have survived two days of nothing but lemonade (sweetened with maple syrup or agave, no sugar) and tea. Oh, no, not any black tea – green, peppermint, and this lovely ‘herbal ex-lax’….. not that it tastes bad, it’s the ‘end’ result, if ya know what I mean! Oh, and cayenne pepper…. that’s another lovely thing (in the end). They say you can put it in the lemonade…. ???? As if!! We are taking it in capsule form, because I know for a fact that it would kill my stomach. Besides not liking how it tastes. Especially in lemonade, I would imagine. So, I haven’t been hungry at all, which is weird. Maybe lemon juice is an appetite suppressant? I don’t know – however, I’d really like to eat. Actually, I’d really like a mocha!! Yesterday was really bad. I was soooo tired, especially after the massage (which was lovely, by the way!) that I actually was afraid I’d fall asleep while driving home! I went to bed as soon as I got home, woke up to pick Kiki up at 3:30, then went to bed last night at 8:30. Wow. So not me! I woke up 4 times before midnite because I had to go to the bathroom (aarrrggghhh) and on the 4th trip, I had a headache so bad (probably lack of caffeine) that I was nauseated and dizzy, so I took some Advil (even though Alan had thought I shouldn’t because I was trying to cleanse and that would be putting chemicals in my body) WhatEVER – I was dying!! That helped a ton, as I then slept thru until the alarm went off…. Today was a little better, still really tired, but not deleriously so. My arm hurts from squeezing lemons and limes, and we are going to need even more than the 4lbs I bought….sheesh. But, Alan weighed in at his work contest today, and he’s down 4 pounds this week – so maybe this will be a little start; we’ll see.
I’m still processing the "theophostic prayer" deal, and I go back for another massage next week…. when I get my head wrapped around the stuff that’s going on, I’ll let you in on it. It’s not weird or anything, just, a lot to think through, and pray about…. that sort of thing.